Okey, yesterday Tammy ( host mum ) lynn and Lindsay, idk if Leah was there to, they went to people as can tell you what you have done in your earlier life... that kind of stuff..

And a woman she looked at this picture and asked

- is she pregnant?

- That is Erica, no she is not!

And she told her that i have said that before that i want a baby but not want it, i think they are cute, but im to young and stuff...

And she told her and lindsay and lynn, that it is a baby as waiting, so i have to be careful... i can be pregnant easy becayse the baby waiting and stuff...

and it was two things over me, the other was my mum...

And i really become to be happy when i heard that, couse i haven't get any sign for her for a loong time, i can't feel that she is with me, but now i can... so when i thought about it in my history class, i almost cried..  i knew that my mother should give me a sign, it feels so good that she is with me all the time, she can see me and hear me... all the time! My Mum!

I'm so happy that i got that sign now, she could might sit next to me now, and read what i'm writing, i hope so, she could might sleep between mig this night, omg im crying now.. well time to stop..

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