I will tell you all about it.. And i can tell you that i cried!!!! Like for an half an hour after! And i'll still crying when im thinking about it!
lynn and I went to Elisabeths with Tammy.. Elisabeth is Tammy my host mums friend...
She is that kind of person as can seee that kind of stuff..

I begin start to tell you the story and after that i will tell you about how i can realice it to my life now,..

Somehow


Everything was black/white i couldnt see anything. I was blind and I could feel, i was a girl in the teenagers years, like 17 or something. I could feel the air. I had two people in my life that i really loved, my dad and my grandmother. But at the beginning my grandmother died, so i went to her furnural.
My mother didn't like me because of my disability so she left me, she thought i was a shame for her.
It was only my dad and I, then we had a made. And my dad and my made LOVED me so much, the only people as did. I didnt had any education or anything because it was in the late 1700 or something and i didnt had any friends.. I was so builed.
But i was a very smart kid.. I really loved cars! That was the best thing and to travel, the cars at the late  didnt have any sailing so i could feeel the air.
My dad did everything for me, i was his everything. I had siblings to but they didn't want to be with me either.
I cant explain how much he loved me, and with him on my side i could live my disaster life.
Then i cant really explain how i died, i get killed or i falled down.... The first time i could see my dad was at my furnural, it was only my dad and my made there.
My eyes were bloody and it looked alike a bird had been there and they eat on my eyes... =(


Now i will explain what that means to me... And why i cried so much.

My dad in my past life is the same as my dad in this life, as everyone know, is Ulf... And we are so look alike the same, the same body, the same mood, the same like everything, and he has always been there for me. Since i was born, as he has told me that everything we have going through.
He believing in me, he has always done that, and he always tell me and he is soo good! I haven't really realiced that before how much he really means. How much i need him..

My dad really loved the made in my past life too, and in this life it is Petra. She really loves me and she belives me too!

That my mum left me in my past life is almost the same here, but my mum didn't leave me because she didn't wanted me, she leaved me because she was sick. But i have been without a real mum the whole my life...

In this life, my eyes are very good..

About the cars, it goes fast, and it could be because of that i loves horses, and when it goes fast..



This is what i have learned about my past life:
"Do not treat other because their disability, treat them through their soal."
- I really needed that!

I'm still on another planet i can't really be normal, i'm just sad, when i woke up i cried so much... And i love my dad so much! He is still with me, it doesnt matter how i look alike! He is with me!!!